So I'm not exactly sure how I feel about this whole new look xanga thing. I kinda miss the way my site was so plain and simple looking. Now I can't even really look at my site if I'm logged in, or if I can I don't know how to do so as of yet.

I'm excited the writer's strike is over, I'm REALLY excited that there will be new episodes of The Office on tv soon. Life is pretty overwhelming lately. I'm sure my grades are crap, work is getting really frustrating, and the girls department, that's a subject I don't even want to attempt to touch on at the moment. Lets just say my life is a mess and I'm not really sure what to do about it. And I'm sure that my site is dead so I'm not really expecting a response or anything, just kinda nice to vent someplace every once in a while. Well, I'm not really in the mood to blog anymore right now. Until next time take care of yourselves and each other. I'm out like disco!

A Long Long Time...

I've had this weblog for so long now that even xanga doesn't tell me how many days I've had it and ask me to go premium. I think it's funny how I can barely find the time to sit down and blog when a few years ago it was normal to get a blog every few days rather then every few months. Even though nothing really exciting was happening in my life. And now that I have noteworthy stuff come up I never think to blog about it, I usually just tell people about it as I talk to them. Kinda funny how things work that way. So Christmas 2007 is a mere 2 weeks away, and I still haven't finished my christmas shopping. The worst part, I don't know when I'm going to have time to get it done, I work so much and with things being up in shambles at work these days I end up working a lot more hours then I'm scheduled to work, which I don't mind for the most part, but it is a little agitating when I want to do stuff with my friends but can't cause I'm always at work. Things have been coming along pretty good as of late in the life of Scott. It still has its ups and downs, but it always will. But for right now, at 3:22 am on Tuesday December 11th, I can honestly say, Life is GOOD. Let me tell you, that is a great feeling. I don't know if anyone will read this, but if you do I want you to know that my life is good. So good in fact that I think I'm going to call it a night and get some sleep. I will talk to you cool cats next time. Until next time take care of yourselves and each other. I'm out like disco!

Old habits die hard. :)

Lost in Translation...

Well it seems that the days go by faster and faster and still no new weblog entry. It's sad, there was a time in my life when I lived on this site, even though no one ever really read it. And now it's almost like it's a forgotten existence. Life has been so crazy and has me running every which way it's hard to find the time to sit down and just enjoy it like I used to be able to do. Do I have a lot of down time? Yes, probably more so then most people at the current time, but I seem to always have something come up that tears me away from my down time. Whether it be work, or a roommate, or my phone, something seems to snap me out before I can really let my mind start to wander and think about things. For the most part that is a good thing though, as anyone who knows me will tell you that if my mind wanders it usually doesn't end up good for me.

 It's fun to go back and read all my old posts that I made over the years and see how silly I was, and to a certain extent still am. It's also nice to be able to look back on the simpler times and think about the things I took for granted like my friends and family and not having cares any bigger then wondering what I was going to do with myself for the day. It's kinda sad to think of the past and how I can't have it back, but it's exciting to think of what lies ahead in my future. Well it's time to reminisce. Until next time take care of yourselves and each other. I'm out like disco!

Emerging from the dust...

After a almost 4 month long hiatus from my xanga I have finally decided to sit down and write a new entry even though I know that no one will read it. I have been working at Albertson's for 4 months now, it's crazy how fast time is going. But it also can't go fast enough. I know that doesn't make a whole lot of sense, but I will explain.

During the summer semester I was one of the coordinators for my family home evening group so I spent a lot of time hanging out with a few apartments of girls and started to spend a lot of time at the end of the semester at one of the girls apartment. Then they all left for the seven week break and two of the girls even left for the fall semester as well. It was a few weeks after one of the girls left that I had been talking to her and she admitted to liking me much to my surprise and to her surprise I told her that I had liked her for a while as well but was afraid to try anything cause I thought she was dating someone. Basically I was way too dense to notice it. Looking back at it all the hints were there but I never was able to pick up on them until after she was gone. I knew instantly once she left that there was something special about her and if I was lucky enough to get another chance I wouldn't let her get away so we exchanged msn screen names a few days before she left and started talking a lot. I had just started working a 4am-12:30pm shift, which she will tell you she hated that shift cause we couldn't talk a whole lot when I was working it. But a few weeks later I started working normal shifts and we started talking a lot and realized there was something there and things have been great for me ever since we came to that conclusion. There have been ups and downs for me, personal battles I've had to fight within myself, but knowing that she's always there helps me soooo much. I was really bummed that I wouldn't get to see her until January again, but a few weeks ago she flew out here to visit me!! She even met my family, and they love her too. I found the girl for me, now I just have to wait until she's back here in January and then in July we plan on getting married and starting our lives together. I'm so excited to get to spend eternity with her! I don't really know how I was so lucky to end up with a girl like her in my life, but I am not going to complain about it. She is absolutely amazing and makes me happy just by simplying calling to say hello and ask how my day has been. Yea I've had about 6 or 7 girlfriends before in my life, but Alli is different, things just work for us together, at least I think so. She's gonna be the one that takes me off the market forever, but that's perfectly ok with me, I mean my plan is to take her off the market forever so it only makes sense that she would do the same for me. I love her soooo much. But I'm sure I've rambled on for way too long, as if anyone will even read this anyways. But I'm gonna stop here for now, I will try to keep it better updated but make no promises. Until next time take care of yourselves and each other. I'm out like disco!